January 2010
289 posts
Things to look forward in 2010.
- SAT 1 that I’m retaking because I failed the one I took in 2009
- SAT 2s
-all the AP classes I’m failing
-2nd semester junior year at Thomas Jefferson High School for Science and Technology in general (needless to say, I’m doing terribly in this #1 ranked high school in USA)
- midterm and finals in physics, the class I’m miserably failing
- 1st semester senior,...
/after watching 5 centimeter per second.
I’m not sure from where to start, or where to end.
I’ve watched a lot of meaningful and deep movies, but this movie was just so, so deep. I don’t even know what to say about the film because I’m speechless at the moment, but I can tell you this - the illustration was really beautiful.
I don’t think I can claim this as one of my favorite movies - well, not just yet,...
guess what I'm watching right now?! :]
A movie called 5 Centimeters Per Second! My good friend Austin recommended me this since last November and I’m finally taking some time to watch this. Apparently it’s an amazing Japanese movie.. so excited. What a great way to end 2009 greet 2010. :D
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“smile is the best accessory.”
December 2009
137 posts
today's diet
breakfast: a bit of bread
late lunch: a plate of spinach/brie cheese/strawberry salad :]
snack: two frozen yogurt cups are must.
dinner: a bottle of orange juice
yummy.
douce-amere: Why be the heart-broken instead of...
The title of her post, sitting on my dashboard this afternoon, caught my breath - I stared at the post blankly for at least few minutes.
I realize that I’ve always been the heart-broken one. But I gotta say, I would never choose to become a heart-breaker, at least on purpose. Because if I choose to break someone’s heart, at the end I’m going to be heart-broken myself from seeing...
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Confession #10: In 2010, I want to stay honest to...
because I feel that there’s no need to hide my feelings for others’ or my own good anymore.
I want to feel proud of the way I just am.
today I thank You for
- tumblr. after so many years, I’m beginning to write again.
- my poor followers who have to read my all kinds of odd stories. lol sorry..
- frozen yogurt cups
- golden graham crackers
- step up soundtrack
- post its!
/ sorry for writing a post that's depressing as...
I had to write some things down because I don’t want to greet a new year feeling like this.
hello, 2010.
I’m good to go.
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Confession #9: dearest mom,
despite the glorious name of New Year’s Eve, you’re having a fight with my brother again. How come you don’t manage to last for more than 3 days without getting into some sort of a fight? I’m not trying to question your intention or anything, but sometimes the way you lock yourself up just upsets me.
And you see, unlike you and your son, we almost never get into fights,...
it's okay if I'm not the first girl you think...
I still hope to be the first person you come to when you want to talk about your problems.
I am nameless.
the moment you abandoned me, it was unbearable. I thought I’d never be able to stand up again.
but.. I somehow did. you’re becoming stronger, people say. the truth is, I hate not being able to feel everything as much anymore. Hah. hiding behind those self-deceiving words.
the fact that I feel so indifferent about...
I used to be able to feel oh, so much more.
senshuk:
It’s been over two months with not a single word exchanged between us. Even if it’s for the better, it’s been a complete struggle not to break down and reach out to you again. I’ll never forget 2009 because of you.
I still have this. I hope happiness envelops your life, always.
just like how I would never, ever forget 2007.
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they really come up with the best questions - part...
would you rather eat a hamster or a toaster?
a toaster. but can I just eat a toast.. D:
i accidentally got five muffins stuck in my butt, how do I get them out? :( PLEASE HELP
you are a wonder boy! you manged to stick five of them up there.. might as well have the magical ability to take them out :D
I waddle.
I don’t waddle.
I work at a grocery store and when anyone buys the drink...
Something has changed within me Something is not...
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Confession #8: I don't have any New Year...
because I don’t see the point of it. I don’t remember last year’s or the year before’s - do you? I don’t necessarily feel the need of creating a resolution for January 1st anyways. New Year’s is just another ordinary day for me. If you feel that something needs to be changed in your life, why do you have to create such determination on the first day of the year?...
God, I'm feeling so bitter tonight.
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fact #6
I moved to the United States from Korea just 4 years ago. And no, I didn’t learn much English back in Korea.
You probably saw that coming already though, from all the awkward wordings and grammar mistakes in my writings. Haha, so from now on, please do understand.
today's diet.
breakfast: few bites of some bread
lunch: ramen. the korean kind.
snack: two tiny yogurt things :] I froze them up.
dinner: a bit more of bread.
hmm. healthier than yesterday? you decide.
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they really come up with the best questions - part...
what do you think of itscatdo? adorable, cute, clumsy yet warm. she’s a good listener, and although I only see her 1-2 times a year, we’re going to stay as great friends. yes?
this is just asking for trouble
you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, you know. no need to act rude.
I LIEK POOPS
I love Austin Hou.
I LIEK MELONS TOO
… I seriously do. sigh
...
Why am I incapable of believing in your words...
I’m right here, trying hard to grasp the last handful of your scent, but you’re slowly drifting away from me.
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Confession #7: I hate being a coward,
yet I still am; I simply don’t understand. I’m afraid of doing so many things because I fear losing anyone special to me, and letting anyone down - including myself. Even when I know that the easiest way to get over my fear is to face it bravely, even when I know that there aren’t such things as shortcuts in life, I still seek for an easier way to get out of where I stand because...
I am my worst enemy,
and the biggest obstacle ahead of me.
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I have the best people in my life (who ask the...
For a change of pace, who do I like?
ME. just kidding. yo how do I know if I don’t know who you are D:
YOU MAKE HARD CANTALOUPE BREAD.
….is this austin?!?!?!?!
I want you in bed.
D: can you have my brother instead?
You’re a really cool person :)
aw, thank you. I hope you’ll stay as my good friend for a long time. :]
who am i?
mah friend! other than that, no clue,...
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fact #5
I can’t cook. No, seriously. I only know how to cook cup ramen (not even normal ramen..) because all you need to do is to pour some boiling water in the cup. This afternoon, I was trying to add an egg into my cup ramen - during the process of cracking an egg open, it exploded and the yolk was everywhere :/ sigh.
This is why I like microwaves. *mutter mutter*
Images of broken light which dance before me like...
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ohemgee more questions :]
whats ur worst fear?
I’m pretty darn afraid of the thought that I’m going to let my dad down, because he gave up everything he has for me (which I don’t deserve). my dad chose to see me only 4 days a year because he wanted to let me stay in USA.
have you ever cheated on a test?
I once cheated on an IQ test when I was young. I remember that my score came out lower by cheating...
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:D thanks for asking.
Who do you like now? I wonder…
hahaha. dear you. I was going to ignore this question but since it’s from you, I’ll answer it. After becoming good friends with someone (whom I thought was pretty cute), I convinced myself that I liked him. But.. at the moment, I’ve reached a conclusion that my feelings for anyone is too weak to consider myself ‘liking someone’. Maybe...
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If you couldn't tell already, I love answering...
you make me feel retarded -.-
LOLOL. yo I have no idea how I made you feel retarded but sorry D: I’m actually really oblivious/retarded/clumsy myself, my promises.
My question would be about your diet post. Are you on a special diet to lose weight or were you just a bum today? Haha, I don’t mean to lurk into your privacy but I was just wondering why you’d eat so little food!
...
the later I stay up,
the better stories people tell me. And you know me well, I’m willing to sacrifice my sleep just to listen to you. Because really, I’m happier listening to your problems or rant than wandering in my own dreams.
click me and ask anything BEFORE I EXPLODE. →
lol sorry. I’m really bored. do ask me odd questions, I do not mind :]
today’s diet.
breakfast: a bit of bread
lunch: just about a same amount of bread
snack: a bit of Godiva milk chocolate
dinner: sweet bread.
drinks (total throughout the day): a bottle of water.
—
sigh.
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fact #4
I’m a sucker for having things ‘classy’. Tradition that has been continued for several years with friends, getting the same flavor every time from an ice cream store.. I become adventurous once in a while, but really at the bottom of my heart, I like to set my own rules and routines that I enjoy following.
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Confession #6: As much as I want someone to rely...
I don’t want that person to be just anybody. I’ve never enjoyed being single this much before.
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Confession #5: I don't call anyone my 'best...
I hope you don’t mind that I don’t call you my ‘best friend’. No, it doesn’t mean we’re not close enough. I just choose not to title anyone that way because I feel like the special charm behind the word is going to disappear as soon as I start to overuse it. I’ve had people moving in and out of my life. Sometimes, people whom I thought were really close to...
senshuk:
Misty Blue - 봄의 왈츠를 위한 시계
it’s...
the term 'best friend' is so overused.
it hardly means anything anymore.
I think you need a smile. →
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